When the Sun Came Out

leather jacket topshop jeans This summer was the most life changing time of my life. When the sun came out, I was made redundant which came as a massive surprise to me. This in turn started my anxiety attacks and panic attacks. Now I am in a better place and I am loving life again. I am about to start another great job where I am getting paid a lot more than my previous job and the people I will be working with seem so sweet and I cannot wait to start.Although I thought I wouldn’t have made it through the terrible time, doing my blogging actually helped me work on myself and helped me focus on something positive. Having that time off forced to take time off and relax because for as long as i can remember all i did was work, work and I didn’t stop moving even when I was sleeping my brain was working. I haven’t eaten or slept so much in my entire life (mum calls me sleeping beauty cause I love my sleep). And now i am thankful I had something to focus on otherwise I think I might have gone a little bananas. During that time I even turned to God to pray for his help so that I can make it through my joblessness. Which is very rare for me but it is a thing I always go back to when I am going through a rough patch because I was brought up in a christian household and even if i would like to stop believing in God it is very hard to leave. I am what my religion call a lukewarm christian :-)Because I didn’t have a job I got the chance to try the pink hair I have meant to try since forever. I also had the freedom to experiment with my style a lot. During the summer time, I also found a man of my dreams who has been very supportive and understanding and I cannot wait to see what we get up to in 2018. Life is fun again.